Tiredness

Once upon a time I was sixteen years old and fat.
Once upon a time I got options.
Once upon a time I studied.
Once upon a time I‘ ve been happy.
Now I am 27 and looking forward to my 28 in March. My life didn‘ t change since almost 8 years.
I asked for help, I called friends and I read a lot. Now I am sitting in room and thinking about to live in the subway. At least I was smart enough to text about it. I am not anymore looking forward to any requests. I just wanna leave here. I am tired , alone and bored of #blabla. For bringing less pessimistic vibes I decided to look forward to my 28th birthday. No old friends , no money and no ambitions to hold up someones Ass. Handle your business on your own. I am handling my life on my own which is pretty much enough. I am going to have a shower, watch TV and falling asleep before waking up early and seeing the same bored faces as I did today. I am going to lough so much facing beings. I had a great #WalkOfFame New Years Eve. Who believes me in this point? Exactly. You see ? Have a great 2016. Perhaps I‘ ll survive. In case of not I can you all let you know: „I did my mémoires early enough. “ have a great evening. Bye. #HugYouFinger on Facebook. The last request.

Happy new year! :)))

Dear face book community, friends and closed friends. I wish you all the best for the upcoming year of 2016. I m looking forward to see u all again. Love you my beloved friends . Collin says hi. You should contact him. This is what Collin just did. Liebe gruesse, Sarah. I am looking forward to see you again. Soonly. My friends! . Happy new year. Pace und peace für alle . Vor allem für mich. 🙂

When I ! Say I am awkward it means: you are.

Whe I say stop, I mean: stop.

When I say: fuck YOU, I mean: fuck you.

When I say: I failed, I mean: I failed.

When I say: I don’t like you: I don’t like you.

When I say: thanks. I mean: Thanks. What for???

When I say: What do you mean: it doesn’t mean I am a Justin Bieber Fan. It gives lyrics to Justin Bieber. It means: What are you telling me?

When I say: I don’t know, it means : better not.

When I say: please don’t do this to me, it means: talk to me and don’t treat me like one of these prostitutes- no matter which age they are.

When I don’t say anything , it means: I am concentrated on something.

When I don’t see I feel better and when you are using my accounts for making boring girls more Sarlikley: L.O.L. The New O.M.G.

So I hate my glasses and I love beer.

Fuck you! Bitches I love:

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Girls/women I love (fan of):

Lilly Singh

Adriana Lima

Justin Bieber (boy)

my sister.

Merry Christmas to Friends and Beloveds.

The spirit of 2015 was gone before it came up in my life. I wanna avoid negative vibes on Christmas. Neither do I wanna be fancy synonymously to seem desinterested . 2015 began with a cold january and is ending in a warm december . Same as a war december. Followed by the summer and the autumn is Christmas starting. I don’t find or don’t want to find words for a Christmas Review of 2015. All I wanna do is wishing you all a Merry Christmas. To all the beloved people of mine. Unfortunataly need I to hook up with my personal spirit of life and and am busy in a senseless way . The work I am trying to do (same as ever) is going to form the base of the travel plans I am having for 2016. I was this busy in 2015 that I can count the persons I was talking to with my left hands fingers. Five persons or less. Excluded my family. I didn’t even realize the time. This fact made me missing to book a bus to my parents house. I am going to start to work from februaray on and spended my earned money to my settle in Berlin which isn’t finished till now. So all in all I am going to sepnd Christmas on my own without money. My personal plans are to cook a meal and to watch TV before getting drunk in the cheapest way. I am not sad, not disappointe I am accepting the fact of my lonlyness in a good way. Better to be lonley as being a slave to people that don’t make me feel good. I wanna wish a Merry , Merry Christmas to all the beloved people of mine and I hope that my situation is going to be more clear in January to see you less but good friends soonly in happiness and joy. Have a good stay and relaxed holidays. The only and last XO ever but: XO, Peace

Sarah.